2. My best friend in the whole world lives in the same town as me yet I never see her and miss her everyday
3. Being a mom scares the shit out of me everyday
4. I LOVE to sing and wish I had the balls to do it publicly again
5. The skinny girl inside me still loves to dance like a video vixen
6. I really am happier not working for the state
7. I have become addicted to softball
8. I have been pulling my hair for almost 22yrs now
9. I love my husband dearly but most days can't stand him
10. I want to go to school out of town but have every excuse why I haven't left yet
11. I'm only loud because I afraid of being ignored
12. I love watching murder shows like the first 48
13. The smell of old books is like an aphrodisiac to me
14. I could never be a stay at home mom, my child would come up missing
15. I think masturbating is gross
16. I love it when my mind goes completely blank, I think its funny
17. I am afraid that the tumor in my sinus is back, but I won't go to the doctor
18. I LOVE my job even though I make squat
19. I am obsessed with Gay men, like OBSESSED!!
20. I have recently come to the conclusion that I love women
21. I am tired of smiling all the damn time
22. I wonder how such an evil relationship created something as beautiful and perfect and my daughter
23. I really really miss my Audi!!
24. I could lay in bed all day and watch Law and Order: SVU
25. I love scary movies but cannot watch them alone, not even during the day
26. My back has made me lazy and given me an excuse to stay fat which in turn keeps me alone
27. I wish I had a brother
28. I have not went shopping for new clothes since 2003
29. I love all of my friends, prob more than they deserve
30. I am an absolute open book
31. I am a felon
32. I am actually very shy until I get to know you
33. My parents were drug addicts until I was 11
34. My mom used to beat me everyday, especially is she was sober and needed a fix
35. I don’t know anything about my dad and I was raised in the same house as him
36. I have MAJOR daddy issues
37. I have been in 3 relationships in my life and cheated during 2 of them
38. My babies dad took a lot of “me” and I still haven’t gotten it back
39. I fist fought the entire time I was pregnant, I fought to save my baby
40. I say that people talking about me cuz of my hair doesn’t bug me, but it crushes me everytime
41. I have hated my sister my whole life because she is prettier than me
42. I love to love
43. I have no problem taking care of who I am with. I like being the bread winner
44. I am scared of drugs, they have taken so much from me
45. I hate being alone, but I love the silence that comes with it
46. I am a skin picker
47. I sometimes regret having a kid and I have used her as an excuse for not doing anything with my life
48. I smile, but I am miserable
49. I cry every day, sometimes for a few min, sometimes for hours
50. I have attempted suicide twice
51. The only reason I am alive is because I don’t trust anyone else to take care of my daughter
52. I cut my mom out of my life for 5 years because she was a crack addict
32. I am actually very shy until I get to know you
33. My parents were drug addicts until I was 11
34. My mom used to beat me everyday, especially is she was sober and needed a fix
35. I don’t know anything about my dad and I was raised in the same house as him
36. I have MAJOR daddy issues
37. I have been in 3 relationships in my life and cheated during 2 of them
38. My babies dad took a lot of “me” and I still haven’t gotten it back
39. I fist fought the entire time I was pregnant, I fought to save my baby
40. I say that people talking about me cuz of my hair doesn’t bug me, but it crushes me everytime
41. I have hated my sister my whole life because she is prettier than me
42. I love to love
43. I have no problem taking care of who I am with. I like being the bread winner
44. I am scared of drugs, they have taken so much from me
45. I hate being alone, but I love the silence that comes with it
46. I am a skin picker
47. I sometimes regret having a kid and I have used her as an excuse for not doing anything with my life
48. I smile, but I am miserable
49. I cry every day, sometimes for a few min, sometimes for hours
50. I have attempted suicide twice
51. The only reason I am alive is because I don’t trust anyone else to take care of my daughter
52. I cut my mom out of my life for 5 years because she was a crack addict
53. I LOVE to dance
54. I once got offered $6,000 to do a porn. I declined
55. I am a really bad liar
56. I will go far out of my way and comfort zone to make someone else feel better
57. I have literally given my last dollar to someone before and let my phone get disconnected instead
58. I wish I could draw
59. My right foot is bigger than my left
60. One of the worst decisions I ever made was to get a breast reduction. The doctor butchered me.
61. I am ssslllooowwwllly learning to embrace the body I have "now" and stopped holding on the the body I had "then"
62. Im scared to death of going back to school, but I have to create a better future for Taryn.
63. I would leave him for her
64. The greatest accomplishment in my 30 years has been having a healthy child
65. I met Larry from 3's Company at a singing competition in Burbank
