Here she is. Lil miss Leila Ruby Monique. Yup she has 3 names cuz she is the bomb.com and I felt like she needed 3. She is surely a blessing and one of the best babies ever. No she really is. She loves her big sis Taryn. Here she is. I just figured out how to add pics otherwise you would have met her sooner. She is THE best big sister.
Anyway so yea I had a baby which is crazy to me because I never wanted one and now I have to gorgeous girls.
A few moths ago I got bitter sweet news. My husband(yea I'm still married) is getting out of prison. That would be my luck, we call it quits due to everything we have been through and he gets a parole date so my chance to be with him as husband and wife will never be a reality. Yea parts of me desire that, but we have both moved on so it is for the best. He is one of my best friends and I am glad to have him in my life still. He called me last night and will be home next week. YAY!
Joe got a better(not the best) but better job and it has improved our relationship so much. Not because I am a money grubbing wench but because it has improved his self esteem which in turns helps our relationship. I am at a good place in my own head that I am looking forward to our lives together and actually am ready to get married(once I am divorced haha) and have another baby.
Man I cannot focus at all right now so when I can I will be back and fill you in from front to back top to bottom and everything else in between.
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